Work life – that is upside down

My work life is unsuccessful and unhappy. I am not happy in work that often. I might have okay moments, but people seem to disappoint me too much. I have had enough a month ago, but as usual I punish myself and hang on. But I don’t want to anymore. I contacted the union. They asked me to speak to the “Ombudsman” at the work place. I chose one that is not in my team. I read my letter. Then I said I wanted to go home with full-payment. I had a note on my desk when I left work. It said that the Rector had agreed if I have the grades I believe. I haven’t completed the juniors yet. I will ask the union representative what that means. I am guessing I will be able to go home with full pay and not work the rest of the semester. I don’t know if I have to work tomorrow or not. I rather go home. That means I can focus on studies and a new job at a better employer. That doesn’t try to make me break any laws. The Rector has said things that are against the rules, if I would follow his intentions I would violate my teacher’s rules towards the state and I don’t want to do that. I don’t like this Rector. We’ll see what the note means. I hope I will be able to go home with full-pay tomorrow. Then I can gather strength to do this next semester again, perhaps with less crying. I am probably gonna cry a lot after I go home. I don’t know why I didn’t do this earlier. I tried to, but to many muris on the way. One was to talk to the ombudsman. Difficult, since they are colleagues. I am really unhappy. I seem to end up at shitty work places somehow. Bosses just continue to prove they are lawless asses. I’ve seen a lot of shitty work places in Sweden. I have done an exemplary work and I am a newly “graduate”, new on the job really.

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