Tomorrow it is Lucia in Sweden. My kid is dressing as a ginger cookie-person. Just saying. Not rasist. Nor are the kids in Ku-klux-klan-look a-like clothes. Just saying. Swedish tradition. Celebrating a saint in Christianity. Very Nordic tradition in the Nordic countries.
This week I have been both leaving and fetching the kid at kindergarden. I usually just leave the kid there. However. It is almost better when we are all alone. The kid is so well behaved and has the best of manners all this week. Perhaps I am more predictable. I allways do everything on rutine. I have noticed that this kid likes routines. So I even try to make changes on purpose, just so the kid doesn’t get to OCD.
Well. I actually was home alone on Sunday morgning too. The kid didn’t wake me up. I was able to sleep until 11.00. I thank God for that. I needed to sleep. I still do. I hope I will be able to sleep in this weekend too. This year only has nine work days left. I also have a interview booked. I am hoping for an employment, if not permanent than at least a temp job. It is a tuff job market, but I have… five educations of some sort. Haha. It is absurd. I have a education from high school. I have a university degree. Then I have also studied other subjects for many years that I, if I bothered to write a essay, could have another degree too. Hmm. Just the essay missing… well, perhaps. What am I going to write about? I did start like 14 years ago with the essay, but didn´t finish. Perhaps I could find it somewhere on a floppy disk… I have a old computer up on the attic… perhaps I could use that to read it. Haha. The modern machines have no floppy drive. Well. Then I have another type of education, a technical education too, one that consists of a number of certificates. Then I have another type of private education from a private school. That I paid for and read on the side of my job. Well. Perhaps that is enough education for you? I have a total of nine years of full time studies at the university. Haha. And for each credit I think I know even less. That is the point with education. You learn you really do not understand a shit about the world. We are just guessing all the time. About everything really.
Well. I am sitting in the sofa. The kid is sitting in the living room with me. The kid is singing. The TV shows “Go’kväll”. A variant of God Morgning shows, but for the evening. They show food, celebrities, talk about current events with “feel good theme”, fashion and other things. Very light entertainment really. Not dangerous for kids. The kids likes to see all stuff they teach. Smart kid. Perhaps smarter than another. Most likely. It is not to difficult to be smarter than me, afterall a average person with a uncommon life history.
Well. The snow outside is terribly uncomfortable. I gotten used to the cold now. I have had to run in the snow every day this week. For the bus. I am rather big size, but I run faster than the skinny. Every time I am there faster than the others. Surprise. Don’t judge a book by its cover. Since I am allways in the last minute I have to run far to often.
Well. Today we are all alone, the kid and the pets and me. The spouse is off to a traditional christmas dinner. In the weekend we ate christmas dinner as a couple. At IKEA. Haha. Well. IKEA has child care, so that was a good option to use. The kid is happy and we get time alone to eat. Win-win for all parties. Just saying.
Well. The kid did notice the door was complete (still missing door handle). But the kid didn’t say anything about the print on the cloth. The kid however noticed it’s own made christmas decoration in the flower pot. “That is mine”. The kid is snowed in to the words “It’s mine”. I wish the kid wasn’t. Better to share. Not all are as fortunate to have everything they need. Especially at christmas.
Well. I haven’t read the news to much today yet. I am going to now. See you!