I have furnished the out house today. It is just a small house, so it doesn’t fit a lot of furniture in there, but at least I needed to place the shelf construction I bought used online. And then I had a shelf with doors already in the house, I moved it to the outhouse. I need shelf, they make it possible to organise the stuff. If you do not have storage, then you really cannot organise it. I have Elfa-constructions left from my last apartment, didn’t throw them away, since they are pretty expensive. I will put them up perhaps tomorrow. I only need the shelfs, I have the construction, but I do not have shelfs. I am going to buy one long wooden shelf and cut it up. I will then paint the shelfs. I will also use sand paper to remove the corners in front. I have never liked hard corners on furniture, I usually hurt myself on such corners, so better to remove them.
I will have to organise everything a little bit better, I have done a rough organisation tonight. The kid was so happy to assist and ran to and from the outhouse to move the stuff. I am glad it liked to help. My back is now in bad condition like it usually is when I have lifted and bending up and down. I get pretty stiff, but I know one nights rest and I am fit for fight again tomorrow. I will have to organise better one day, so it looks nice. I still haven’t placed stuff there yet… and I am wondering how I will find space. I really need the shelfs up and the desk to. I still think I have one furniture too much… I want to throw it away. I didn’t buy it. It was in the out house when we bought the house, just like the work desk that I got my partner to demolition (we saved all good parts, so we can build something in the garage with them – that is one project I also want to do…. but shelfs up in the garage….). I already have all the stuff from demolition and previous projects that I can use. I do not need to buy anything for the garage project. I just need to find the lust to do it.
I have a piece of furniture I do not want in the outhouse – a real heavy piece of tool storage compartment. It probably costs thousands in the store… but I hate it. I do not want in the small out house, it takes too much space. Better to place it in the garage. It is damn heavy. Probably 40kg. But my partner wants to keep the weirdest stuff… and my partner thinks that about me too…. so…. haha.
Well. I still have stuff to load and carry tomorrow too… not looking forward to it. I actually dislike to carry stuff since my back is not ment for carrying anything heavier without getting really weird. I have defect on my back, you cannot see it but a doctor can… so it is not in my head, it is a real defect. But I usually do not tell people about it, since it doesn’t bother me, I know my limits, but still I carry heavy stuff, even though I shouldn’t. When I get older I will probably not be able to. In younger years I could, but the back gets worse the older I get… but I try not to think about it too much.
I thought about it today, since I was asked if I had a disability. I wouldn’t call it a disability. So I said no. I said I probably could call it that, but I do not want such things in my papers, so I said no… even though I perhaps could have gotten a free education if I had said yes. But then again, I am not crippled and I want to compete like everyone else, better to give the places for disabilities to the really disabled people instead, after all I am a working person.