Furnishing

I have furnished the out house today. It is just a small house, so it doesn’t fit a lot of furniture in there, but at least I needed to place the shelf construction I bought used online. And then I had a shelf with doors already in the house, I moved it to the outhouse. I need shelf, they make it possible to organise the stuff. If you do not have storage, then you really cannot organise it. I have Elfa-constructions left from my last apartment, didn’t throw them away, since they are pretty expensive. I will put them up perhaps tomorrow. I only need the shelfs, I have the construction, but I do not have shelfs. I am going to buy one long wooden shelf and cut it up. I will then paint the shelfs. I will also use sand paper to remove the corners in front. I have never liked hard corners on furniture, I usually hurt myself on such corners, so better to remove them.

I will have to organise everything a little bit better, I have done a rough organisation tonight. The kid was so happy to assist and ran to and from the outhouse to move the stuff. I am glad it liked to help. My back is now in bad condition like it usually is when I have lifted and bending up and down. I get pretty stiff, but I know one nights rest and I am fit for fight again tomorrow. I will have to organise better one day, so it looks nice. I still haven’t placed stuff there yet… and I am wondering how I will find space. I really need the shelfs up and the desk to. I still think I have one furniture too much… I want to throw it away. I didn’t buy it. It was in the out house when we bought the house, just like the work desk that I got my partner to demolition (we saved all good parts, so we can build something in the garage with them – that is one project I also want to do…. but shelfs up in the garage….). I already have all the stuff from demolition and previous projects that I can use. I do not need to buy anything for the garage project. I just need to find the lust to do it.

I have a piece of furniture I do not want in the outhouse – a real heavy piece of tool storage compartment. It probably costs thousands in the store… but I hate it. I do not want in the small out house, it takes too much space. Better to place it in the garage. It is damn heavy. Probably 40kg. But my partner wants to keep the weirdest stuff… and my partner thinks that about me too…. so…. haha.

Well. I still have stuff to load and carry tomorrow too… not looking forward to it. I actually dislike to carry stuff since my back is not ment for carrying anything heavier without getting really weird. I have defect on my back, you cannot see it but a doctor can… so it is not in my head, it is a real defect. But I usually do not tell people about it, since it doesn’t bother me, I know my limits, but still I carry heavy stuff, even though I shouldn’t. When I get older I will probably not be able to. In younger years I could, but the back gets worse the older I get… but I try not to think about it too much.

I thought about it today, since I was asked if I had a disability. I wouldn’t call it a disability. So I said no. I said I probably could call it that, but I do not want such things in my papers, so I said no… even though I perhaps could have gotten a free education if I had said yes. But then again, I am not crippled and I want to compete like everyone else, better to give the places for disabilities to the really disabled people instead, after all I am a working person.

Men cannot stand real pain

Real men, false men, overall the male species cannot handle real pain like women can. This is a “news” event that explains the experiment when men try out how birth delivery pain really feels. Some mens cannot handle the pain for birth delivery. It is possible to simulate the pain that women experience during child birth. Anyone can try it out. In this “news” show 2 men try it, one cannot stand the pain for the 2 hour experiment has has to quit. Real child birth can take a very long time, some can have pain for 24hours, some have more others less.

Source: youtu.be/AETnyURaIuE

Lesson about pain – En lektion om smärta

This is a video about how pain works and also how pain killers function. It is made as a cartoon and easy to understand. Take a few minutes and get some knowledge about pain. This film is available on YouTube.

Denna video berättar hur smärta fungerar och hur smärtmedicin fungerar. Lär dig något på ett enkelt sätt i form av en tecknad film. Ta några minuter och skaffa dig kunskap om smärta. Länk till YouTube.

Source: youtu.be/9mcuIc5O-DE

Music – Pain – Musik – Smärta

Music video on YouTube named Pain, by the group Three Days Grace. It is rock, some tunes are hard rock and other tunes are just softer.

Musikvideo på YouTube som heter Smärta med gruppen Tre Dagar Nåd. Det är rock. En del delar av låten är hårdrock, men andra delar är mycket mjukare.

Source: youtu.be/Ud4HuAzHEUc

 

I wonder how many live with some kind of pain?

I am pretty used to having some kind of pain somewhere allmost all the time. My back allways is in pain in certain moves. And my feet have problems. Right now my left feet has some kind of issue every time I step on it. It just hurts. It even feels pain when I do not step on it, I just move the foot and the sole hurts strangly enough. But I never let the pain stop me if I can disregard it. I however sometimes cannot move and then the pain hinders me to move. But I still move!

Once, a long time ago, I had a pain that made life pretty unbareble. I took a bone marrow test. That gave me a terrible head ace after about 1 hour after I left the doctors office. I had layed for one hour after the test, as one should. Then I took the car and tried to go home. I couldn´t. I felt like I was dying. I shacked and had a terrible marrow pain in the head. Terrible. I called 112 and asked them what to do. She told me that I could lay down. She also said that it was a side effect. Nobody at the doctors office had informed me a person could have such a pain. She said the pain could keep up for some weeks to come. And it did. Every day I had to lie down for a minute and then I could stand the pain for another 15 minutes. Each day. Every time I lay down on the floor, even at work, the pain was totally gone.

It was a terrible pain, I wouldn´t want anyone to experience it. I can understand if people can´t stand that type of pain. This other type of pain I have in the feet, the back, the stomach are bearable pains. There are pain you can live with and pain one cannot stand. After three weeks the marrow pain was gone. It was worse than migrain. Terrible. Life sucking.

Well, I am pretty used to having some pain every day. I have a back that is not normal, I have a bad back. I didn´t have any issues when I was young, but after 30 the pain has been there allways somewhere in the body. Not allways in the back, sometimes the back is fine. But lately the back has been in pain most of the time. I have trouble standing up from seated position and laying position. Once, when I was young, I fell like slalom skier really terrible. Then I had real pain for a month. Maybe I got some kind of problem then.

I have just gotten used to having pain. Doctors don´t care and I don´t want any pain killers. It´s livable pain, not a pain that is constant. Only when I try to change from sitting to up and so on. When I am up the back gets used to beeing up and pain goes away after a while. I still do stuff, move around stuff… and then I am crocked like a old person. Sometimes I wake up and I am crocked all day, sometimes I have back going sideways. I look really defect those days. But then it gets better in periods.

Well. I live with the pain and I don´t think about it. It cannot be easy for others with more pain. Do they get used to the pain? Do they let the pain take over? I wonder how many people in the world have some kind of physical pain.

There are alternatives like massage, hot water, hot pillows, acupuncture, training and so on to pills. I use massage. Once a month. And it works. I really would need it once every week, but that is to expensive. I think it would be a nice thing to offer all employees for free. I think it would increase people’s quality of life.

More idiots in the world – now in Germany

A gang of youngsters beat up and left a man on the train tracks. He got badly injured by the train. This happend in Germany, according to DN.se.

Not to long ago a Swedish man fell down on the tracks drunk. A man jumped down on the tracks and robbed him. Then he left him there. He didn´t tell the station guard about a person laying on the tracks. The man was hit by the train and injured for life.

I don´t think that people that behave this way are humane. Leaving someone on the train tracks is inhumane. But then what am I expecting of  a robber? What am I expecting of some youth beating another man? I think I still expect beaters to not leave a man on the train tracks. If they do I think it´s murder attempt. In the other case when a drunk man fell down on the tracks… that was just egoistic and non empathic, but not murder attempt. So somehow I think that the thing in Germany is murder since they are the reason for the man laying on the tracks. Non of the cases is good. They all show some kind of inhumanity. Cruelty to another human beeing. Indifference. Indifference is one of the worlds most dangerous feelings. When people go numb and feel indifference for each other… then I think anarchy is pretty close. Society wouldn´t work if we were indifferent to each other.

So are these men indifferent? Or do they hate the person they do it to? I don´t know. The articles don´t say.

Are you scared of indifference? If you aren´t, then maybe you should rethink… what if you lay on the train tracks and couldn´t move by your own? If you want to die, of course there is no problem… but if you want to live… are you not relaying on someone to feel for you and try to help you? Do you think people that feel indifference for you would help you?

Source 20121111:

http://www.dn.se/nyheter/varlden/unga-lat-misshandlad-ligga-pa-sparet

The price of beauty – life long defects

There has been a trend in beaty technology lately and that is getting longer eye lashes. But now the Swedish Läkemedelsverket (that proves drugs in Sweden) is going out with a warning that you get get side effects that kan give life long defects on your eyes and surrounding tissue. You can even get changed eye colour, discoloring of skin etcetera, according to DN.se.

So do not use those products, no beauty if worth risking your original looks.

Source 20121029:

http://www.dn.se/nyheter/sverige/varning-for-medel-till-ogonfransar

Once upon a time there was a modern person

This is just fiction, just saying. This is not a “real” blogpost. This is just a so called fairy tail.

A person was one day hit by a bat in the head. Nothing more with that. The person went to the doctor and doctor said no worries. Still the person felt a little stranger than usual. The days past and the head got better from the blow.

Several weeks past, then a family member died. The day after a massacer happened and it was all over the news. The days just past.

One day a normal person woke up, having a terrible head ace, never felt before. It felt like the skin on the head was burning, even though it was not. The person felt a terrible pain and didn´t want to be around people. Who would with a terrible burning sensation?

The person thought it might have been due to a blow in the head. Then during the night, after a day had past, the persons head was still burning. The person took a pain killer and went to sleep. Then the person started dreaming, strange unreal dreams.

The night passed and in the morgning the person woke.

The person started dreaming about military fleets, like it was flying over them. The person also dreamt about famous places. Suddenly the person had a revelation and was shown all of the persons “bad things” the person had done through life. The person realized the person was not a good child of God. The person itself thought it was bad. Voices started sounding in the head during the dreams. They asked the person a lot, just like the person was beeing judged in front of a panel. A unvisible panel of people? The person did not know. The person only knew they where voices asking questions. They asked the person what the pyramids where for. Who God was. If the person believed in God. The person was asked who it loved the most on earth. Then it was asked if there where any bad people the person knew. The person tried to resist by saying no. The pain got even worse and this continued for many nights.

Bible lyrics started running through the persons head, even though the person didn´t read the bible. Suddenly the person could easily see patterns, read amazingly fast and comprehend and find things real fast. The person developed a superbrain. The person started to think maybe it was having a phycosis or a devine intervention.

It was now time to go to the funeral of the person that died. The music running in the radio felt as if it was designed for the person in this fairy tail. The music spoke to the person through the lyrics. The lyrics spoke about the world and so on. They tried to say that the person was supposted to save the world.

The person thought it must be crazy. The person felt really bad at the funeral and felt relieved when it all was over. The person was suggested to stop using the wireless Internet, phones, credit cards and go to the old systems by the dreams. The person stopped using wireless connection and took out cash instead of using cards.

The person went off the grid for a couple of months. The person was also told, in the dreams, not to use certain products, nor colours during a couple of months.

The person really begged that the dreams about the future and past would stop. Then the person was told to believe in God. God showed the person a plant. Every day the person believed in God the plant bloomed. Everyday the person was in doubt of Gods existence the plant was down. The plant grew outdoors, in middle of a couple of stones. The sun shine every day and it only rained in the night time.

During this period the person felt electric. When it went in to the store the electricity guided the person in the store in which products to buy and not. Without looking at the ingridients the person choose the right products by the help of the electric feeling going down each time good prodocts where passed. The person read the ingridients and found out that the person was guided into Low GI products and eco-friendly products. The eco-friendly products where not allways the right choices though… the electricity was sometimes lower in closely produced products.

The feeling of electric also continued in the persons work. By the help of it the person was guided to write articles about eco-friendly, human friendly etical products. The person started to see the feeling as a gift.

When the person passed a old person it could feel pain in the hip, as if that was the place where the other person had pain. One person was a old women walking with and aid. The person could now feel sinn with it´s hands, as well as pain. It felt more electric than anything else. When the person lay it hands on the place the electricity went down, like it was healing, or absorbed, either way.

A lot more things happened that proved to be unnormal and strange, as the days passed by.

After having dreams, voices in dreams and feeling electric, the electric feeling finally went away and the dreams stopped when the person asked God to stop doing them. Then finally they stopped.

Okey this was a fictional story. What would you think if it did happen to you? Would you seek a doctor? Would you see it as a revelation? Or would you see it as you where hunted by deamons? Or as if you where in the devils and not Gods hands? What would you think? Would you be able to handle it?

When searching for revelations, most of them are old. I am wondering. Do revelation not happen today, or do people just keep quite? What is a revelation? What do you think, are they possible? Maybe the modern person is more a sceptic than in the old days. Maybe we are so thought that we would not understand a revelation, even if given one. Or maybe this was a alien encouter, but we did not understand it? What do you want it to be? Change person in the text to “you” who is reading this.